Saying "Good Bye"

Dear one,

I let you go. I set you free and I let my heart soar. You have troubled me a lot, knowingly, unknowingly in the recent past and I just can't bear the pain anymore.
No, I am not the perfect girl with the perfect "everything" nor am I the happiest or the most successful person under the Sun. I am just another brick in the wall, trying to do what's best for her and the people she cares about. 

I won't lie. I tried to be a little better as your thought made me burn with desire. Yes, I shamelessly put down my needs and compromised on my dreams just so I could be with you, so that I could be someone you would love. Alas! That wasn't enough for you. Everyday when I wake up to find that your care for me has only lessened with every setting Sun, I realize what a fool I've been! I am sorry but I can't do this anymore.

I wanted a life for you and I together- a thought which you had initially fathomed. I cared a lot about you and assumed that you do too. Now I open my eyes and see that I have been living in denial for a very long time! The signs were there for me to see right from the beginning- you never cared, you never loved me. You wanted something entirely different from this relationship than what I could have given you. I let you drag my heart along for what seems to be an eternity now. I decide to put an end to that. I decide to take back all those strings from you which let you be the King of my heart. 

It hurts a lot and moving on isn't exactly easy. The pain soars and peaks once every night I dream of you but I feel I owe it to myself to say this very important "Good Bye". We don't need each other. And frankly, I deserve better.

Yours truly,